Happy Hump Day!
I am writing this in good spirits today. I really had a good weekend and good start to the short week. Don’t get me wrong I am not always at 100% but it’s a process. One we must look at the bright side rather than the negative side of thought. A fight I am still in and each round is getting closer to win! You need to celebrate more of your wins then losses. I can’t speak for everybody but I hope you all can celebrate your wins more than loses. Takes a strong mind to do that. Everybody here is strong, so why can’t you be strong? I think it is more of a mind frame then an ability. We all have the ability to be strong. It’s what is feeding you. Your hunger, your drive. Hunger and drive they can’t always be on. Sometimes it is one or the other. Take hunger for instance we will take the other meaning of hunger and put it in the same perspective. Pretend it is Thanksgiving dinner your family is over. You have all the food you could ever imagine. Turkey, mashed potatoes, carrots, brussel sprouts, yada, yada, yada. You sit down and eat as a family enjoying some drinks, laughs, and delicious food. You may also have a little dessert near the end of the meal. Perhaps some apple pie, ice cream or most people’s favorite pumpkin pie on Thanksgiving. After you have all finished dinner, what is your next thought? To simply repeat? To sit back down and eat again? No, of course not you’re not going to feed yourself again if you have a full stomach. The hunger will come and go and we can’t always feel or be hungry. Life doesn’t work that way, I am sure most of you have figured this out already. When your hunger isn’t there make sure you still have your drive and dreams. Write down everything you want in your life whether you have it or not. Imagine it in your mind. Make sure you know how it feels to have these dreams of yours be a reality. I sure hope you maintain your drive and by imagining it or writing things down, saying it out loud can help us continue to grow and not let our emotions get in our way. Drive is what keeps us going to never stop, to be spontaneous, to be our self’s. Hunger is what feeds our drive so we are able to have the energy and tenacity to continue on our rightful course. We can’t have one without the other. When we get both watch out because you will be in full drive mode and you will have the best high of your entire life. There is no better drug on the market then both of these working together. It is like pistons in an engine working in perfect harmony. You will never feel anything like it!
If you have struggled like I have you may ask yourself..I have tried, I don’t have the motivation, Everything is working against me. If you hear these types of messages in your head you need to make a change. Do something different that you wouldn’t normally do when you have thoughts like these. Some days I would just want to crawl into bed and hide. The deeper you hide the harder it is for you to get out of your mind. There are a lot of things in my life that I could have done different to change my situation with my feelings and thoughts. I do know everything has a purpose in life and I wouldn’t be where I am at today without everything that has happened in the past. The one thing I didn’t do was give up! No matter how deep you go there is always a light, there is always another choice. You don’t have to live each day hiding. I was barely living just surviving and getting by each day at a time. I had a hard time contributing to a life that I felt made me suffer. I was just a space in this world trying to feel a void that I had no idea how to fill. At least I was still a space, at least I was surviving. Cause even as low as I have been you always still have a chance to turn things around.
Get Busy Living or Get Busy Dying
Nobody can do it for you other than yourself. Whether it is your partner, family, friend you’re the only one that can put a stop to it. They can only love you and support you like how they are supposed to in your life. You have a power to change the way your mind works. Change the way your mind see’s and let it open up to the world. We create our own vibration into this world so make sure yours is the strongest. In return you will create an even stronger vibration that could ultimately set you free.
I want you all to know I am here for you all if you ever need to talk about anything feel free. I will try to respond as quickly as I can. You can reach me on here or through any of my social media platforms. Which ever you feel comfortable. Thanks so much for reading it really means a lot to me.
Hope this all finds you well!